This term, I interned at an agency that provided testing and services for HIV. I expected to learn a lot, I expected to work hard, and I expected to meet some great people. All of that happened. What I didn’t expect was for it to break my heart. The center is at the very edge of a rural area here. What I had never put much thought into, being from the suburb of a major city, is how hard it can be to get healthcare when you live in a rural area. Add poverty and a serious illness such as HIV, and things get really bad, really fast. It hit me hard one day when I was organizing files for the organization’s dental program. By the way, did you know that still, today in 2015 a lot of dentists are afraid to work with people who are HIV positive? I didn’t either until I started the internship. The stigma surrounding the virus is still very real. But what hit me so hard was that so many of these people had never been to a dentist. Ever. Many were older adults, well into their 50’s or later.
Sometimes I forget what a privilege healthcare is in this country, sadly. Add to the fact that some of these people are transgender, and they are used to being mistreated by medical professionals, and you can see why it is so hard to get care. We have this narrative that people do not die from HIV anymore. I assure you, they do. When a person is too afraid to go to the doctor, or does not have any way to get there, or has no insurance, they are not going to be able to get lifesaving medications. Foucault’s biopower in action. We can do better.